I got tireder and sadder all day today. I am just so tired of struggling to breathe, having to pant through my mouth all the time. I know my mommy wants me to stay here but I hope she will understand that I need to go home! I spent all day telling my doggie buddies Scrappy jack and Sparky goodbye. Then I talked to the rescue girls - Casey Anne doesn't really understand, she is kind of out-of-it herself right now. Sarah and Bonnie understood and promised to take care of my Mommy for me.  The one I am going to miss the most I know is Daddy. I have always been Daddy's Girl, even tho I love everyone else almost as much!

Tonight I ate a little supper - I didn't feel like having anyting special really. Just a little hungry. Mama carried me outside to potty. I got to watch the geese (hundreds of them!) then I was so tired she put me to bed in her bed with my favorite rose print flannel  pillow and blankie. I was soooo woofed. I went right to sleep and slept for two hours.

When I woke up, I was standing at this pretty place called Rainbow Bridge and there was my friend Maty Dog, my friend Mitzy dog, my people gramma, and a bunch of other dogs I don't even know! And guess what - I can BREATHE again!! The nasty tumor was in my nose, throat, under my eye - I have had a snuffy nose for about 3 months now. I can sniff the grass again now! Somebody found me a hedgehog and threw it for me, I ran and ran until I was tired again - but happy tired! Like the good old days.   They are all being really nice to me. I hope my mommy and family aren't too sad. I really love them but it was time for me to go - they just don't understand why yet. 

Just after I woke up at Rainbow Bridge I saw my mommy come in to get me - then she started crying. I was already gone so I couldn't come back and say goodbye. But Mommy picked me up and held me on the couch for a long, long time with my people sister Cari and my people sister in law Liz. Later mommy woke up daddy and he came to sit with me too.  Mommy said she was going to brush my hair all pretty too. I always argued with her about brushey hair but I think this time I will let her so I will look all pretty.

Last night I saw mom and dad take me to this nice place to get a pretty velvet pouch for the "other me" to stay in. Mommy says she is painting my portrait on a special glass box to keep my pouch in too.

Hey I love all you guys for stopping by my webpage and saying hello and praying fo rme!!! Please tell everybody about squamous cell carcinoma so they can learn from what happened to me.  Love you all always, Woo-Roo!!

Sheina Marie

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